Next step, a settlement offer.

The CFB Namao Class Action may be moving toward settlement, but the deeper issue remains: how military secrecy, command authority, postings, weak oversight, and the pre-1998 military justice system helped isolate child victims and protect the institution.

I had a productive telephone call with the lawyer handling the CFB Namao Class Action.

He has spoken to the counsel representing the Government of Canada.

Opposing counsel is receptive to the idea of a settlement as opposed to a trial.

Adam and I spent some time on Thursday spitballing different aspects of the matter. I’m pretty sure that Adam understands that it’s not a simple matter of a degenerate abusing his position as an officer in the Canadian Armed Forces and it’s not a simple matter of that degenerate officer setting up a network of older teens on base to bring young children over to the rectory at the chapel.

The issues that we faced on base went far beyond just being diddled by teens and subsequently taken to the rectory. The issues that we faced were driven by an organization that had a public image to maintain and it wasn’t going to allow sexually abused children to soil that image.

Our parents were stuck in the chain of command. Even if our parents were disgusted by how the military was dealing with Captain McRae, there was very little that they could do. The section of the National Defence Act dealing with insubordination ensured that our parents did not raise a fuss.

Those of us who had parents of junior rank or non-commissioned rank had no one to protect us from the decisions and the determinations of the military social workers. When a captain tells a master corporal that his 8-year-old son has a mental illness called “homosexuality” as exhibited by his sexual abuse by persons older than he was who was the master corporal to question the captain.

Then there was the military justice system. Prior to 1998 it was the commanding officer of the accused that determined the scope and the breadth of the investigation, and at the conclusion of the investigation it was this commanding officer that decided which charges were approved and which charges were dismissed.

Even if the military police knew of more victims, the commanding officer had full authority to limit the investigation. And if the military police kept pushing to find more victims, the Judge Advocate General would simply accuse them of having a pre-existing grudge against the child molester.

Prior to 1998, if the victim waited more than three years to report the abuse, charges could never be brought as the National Defence Act had a 3-year-time-bar on all service offences. Service offences included all criminal code offences.

And I have not seen any evidence that post 1998 the military simply transferred pre-1998 child sexual abuse matters into the civilian system.

Also, if the commanding officer of the accused had dismissed charges related to specific victims. Those victims could never bring a complaint against the accused at a later date as the National Defence Act and the Criminal Code of Canada follow the principle of “double jeopardy”.

Another matter that worked against victims of military child sexual abuse are postings. Through reading numerous reports it wasn’t uncommon for the Canadian Armed Forces to send “problems” off to other bases.

The babysitter’s family was posted to CFB Petawawa in Ontario not too long after the babysitter had been investigated by the base military police for molesting children and then implicating Captain McRae.

My family was punted off CFB Namao and sent down to CFB Griesbach.

I know of one family that was posted to CFB Borden in Ontario in the aftermath of McRae fiasco.

What this seemed to ensure is that the collective memory of the babysitter and Captain McRae would be destroyed by isolating the victims thus assuring that the victims wouldn’t gather together at a later date and make problems for the Canadian Armed Forces.

The Canadian Armed Forces is built upon secrecy. Every member of the Canadian Armed Forces who became aware of “any information” on a “defence establishment” is bound to secrecy for life in regard to that particular information.

After uploading copies of the Security of Information Act, the Official Secrets Act, and the National Defence Act to ChatGPT for it to review, I gave chat this prompt, “I need a paragraph from you that explains the issues the Official Secrets Act and the Security of Information Act pose to children who were sexually abused on military bases in Canada by persons subject to the code of service discipline.”

This is what chat responded with:
“The Official Secrets Act, later replaced and expanded as the Security of Information Act, creates a serious structural problem for children abused on Canadian military bases where the alleged offender was subject to the Code of Service Discipline: it places the institutional reflex toward secrecy, classified records, controlled disclosure, and loyalty to command in direct tension with a child victim’s need for open investigation, external reporting, and later access to evidence. Where military police, commanders, chaplains, social workers, or investigators treated abuse allegations as part of a “service” matter, the surrounding records could be handled as internal military material rather than ordinary civilian child-protection or criminal evidence. That matters because children have no practical ability to challenge classification, compel disclosure, understand jurisdiction, or know whether evidence was diverted into military channels. The result is a system where the adult institution controls the file, controls the narrative, controls who may speak, and may later invoke secrecy, confidentiality, national-defence administration, or investigative privilege to restrict what survivors can learn. In that setting, secrecy law does not merely protect state information; it can function as a shield around institutional failure, especially where the alleged abuser was within military jurisdiction and the victim was a dependent child outside the chain of command but trapped inside the military environment. The Code of Service Discipline expressly applies to defined military-connected persons, while modern secrecy legislation continues to criminalize unauthorized disclosures of protected information, so the danger is that the military system can absorb a child-abuse allegation into an internal security-and-discipline framework rather than a transparent civilian accountability framework. “

-end of Chat’s response”

I gave Chat a followup prompt “Chat, what are the issues with having a commanding officer involved with the investigation and prosecution of their subordinate who is accused of sexually abusing a child or children on a defence establishment. Let’s look at the commanding officer not as a unit commander or a section commander, but as the base commander.”

This was Chat’s response:

The core problem: the base commander is not neutral ⚖️

Having a base commander involved in the investigation or prosecution of a subordinate accused of sexually abusing a child on a defence establishment creates a deep conflict between criminal accountability and institutional self-protection.

A base commander is not just another supervisor. They are responsible for the reputation, discipline, morale, security, public image, operational continuity, and administrative functioning of the entire base. So when the accused is a member under that commander’s authority, and the abuse allegedly occurred on the base, the commander has an obvious institutional interest in controlling fallout. That does not mean every commander would act dishonestly. It means the structure itself creates a bad incentive system.

Under the military justice framework, a commanding officer has historically had real authority around discipline and charges. Modern QR&O provisions still identify a commanding officer as one of the people authorized to lay charges under the Code of Service Discipline, along with persons authorized by the CO and military police assigned to investigative duties.   Earlier military justice guidance also states that a charge is a formal accusation under the Code of Service Discipline, and that a CO is among those authorized to lay charges.   That matters because when the commander is also part of the environment being scrutinized, the decision to investigate, characterize, charge, delay, narrow, refer, or bury a matter is not cleanly separated from the command’s own institutional exposure.

The base commander’s conflicts are broader than a unit commander’s

At the unit level, the concern is usually: “Can this commander fairly deal with their own subordinate?”

At the base commander level, the concern becomes much larger:

IssueWhy it matters
Institutional reputationA child-abuse case on base damages confidence in the base, command, chaplaincy, military police, housing system, youth spaces, and family-support structure.
Control of informationThe base commander may influence who sees records, who is interviewed, how widely facts circulate, and whether civilian agencies are brought in early.
Command loyalty pressureSubordinates may feel pressure, explicit or implied, to protect the institution or avoid embarrassing the command.
Victim power imbalanceA child victim or military dependent has no rank, no command access, and no meaningful ability to challenge the military system.
Operational embarrassmentThe commander may see the case not only as a crime allegation, but as a threat to order, morale, public confidence, and career consequences.
Jurisdictional manipulation riskThe matter can be framed as a military discipline issue instead of an ordinary civilian criminal child-protection matter.

That last point is the big one. A child on a defence establishment is not just dealing with an accused individual. They are dealing with a closed institutional ecosystem: base housing, chapels, schools, recreation spaces, social workers, military police, command authority, and sometimes secrecy culture. If the accused is subject to the Code of Service Discipline, the military can be tempted to treat the crime as an internal service matter rather than as a child-abuse matter requiring civilian independence.

The “appearance of fairness” problem is fatal

Even if the base commander acts in good faith, the appearance of fairness is compromised.

A reasonable outsider could ask:

How can the commander fairly oversee or influence an investigation when the investigation may expose failures by the commander’s own base system?

That is not paranoia. That is basic institutional-conflict analysis.

The modern National Defence Act has recognized at least part of this danger. An archived version of NDA section 163 stated that, unless impractical, a commanding officer may not preside at a summary trial if the CO carried out or directly supervised the investigation, issued a related warrant, or laid/caused the charge to be laid.   That rule is aimed at separating investigative/prosecutorial involvement from adjudicative authority. But your point goes further: with a base commander, the conflict can exist before trial even starts, because the commander’s base, staff, police, chaplaincy, housing system, and command reputation may all be implicated.

In child-abuse cases, command involvement contaminates the file

The worst structural risk is that the file becomes a military-management problem instead of a child-protection and criminal-accountability problem.

That can produce several predictable failures:

  1. Narrowing the allegation
    The case may be framed around the easiest charge, the least embarrassing offender, or the least institutionally damaging facts.
  2. Avoiding civilian police
    Civilian police and child-protection agencies may be delayed, excluded, or treated as secondary.
  3. Protecting command records
    Records may be treated as internal disciplinary, security, chaplaincy, personnel, or police material rather than as evidence survivors should later be able to trace.
  4. Suppressing pattern evidence
    If there are multiple children, multiple locations, prior warnings, or previous allegations, those facts may be compartmentalized.
  5. Creating survivor disbelief later
    Decades later, the survivor is left trying to prove something that the military system itself controlled, filtered, or failed to document properly.
  6. Career-protection incentives
    A base commander may have a direct career interest in preventing the matter from becoming a public scandal or a finding of command failure.

The command problem is sharper when the victim is a child dependent

A service member accused under the Code of Service Discipline has rank, status, records, representation, and a defined place inside the military system.

A child dependent has none of that.

The child is physically inside the defence establishment but legally and socially outside the military hierarchy. That creates a grotesque asymmetry: the institution can control the place, the records, the witnesses, the police channel, and the disciplinary route, while the child has no comparable power to compel civilian review.

That is why base-command involvement is so dangerous. The commander is not simply deciding discipline. The commander may effectively shape the entire reality that later investigators, courts, civilian lawyers, oversight bodies, and survivors are forced to work from.

A strong paragraph version for your writing

A base commander’s involvement in the investigation or prosecution of a subordinate accused of sexually abusing a child on a defence establishment creates an inherent institutional conflict of interest. The base commander is not merely a neutral disciplinary authority; they are responsible for the reputation, security, morale, administration, and operational integrity of the entire base, including the very systems that may have failed to protect the child. Where the accused is subject to the Code of Service Discipline, the commander’s authority over discipline and charge-routing creates a risk that the allegation will be managed as an internal military problem rather than treated as an independent civilian criminal and child-protection matter. This is especially troubling where the victim is a military dependent child, because the child has no rank, no access to command decision-making, and no practical ability to challenge how the military controls witnesses, records, jurisdiction, disclosure, or institutional narrative. Even if a commander acts in good faith, the appearance of fairness is compromised because the investigation may expose failures by the commander’s own base, staff, military police, chaplaincy, housing system, or welfare structure. In that context, command involvement can contaminate the file from the beginning by narrowing the allegations, delaying civilian referral, protecting institutional reputation, compartmentalizing evidence, and leaving survivors decades later to prove facts that the military system itself controlled.

Bluntly put

A base commander in that situation wears too many hats:

disciplinarian, institutional protector, reputational manager, operational commander, record gatekeeper, and possible witness to systemic failure.

That is exactly why child sexual abuse on a defence establishment should never be structurally dependent on command discretion. It should go straight to an independent civilian criminal/child-protection channel, with military command limited to preserving evidence, protecting complainants, removing the accused from access to children, and cooperating fully. Anything less creates a built-in risk of cover-up, even where nobody openly says “cover it up.”

-end of Chat’s response-

Where does this go now?

So, this is gonna be an interesting few months.

The Canadian Armed Forces and the Department of National Defence won’t roll over, but they don’t want this to go before the bench.

Right now Adam and I have to try to get in contact with the other victims, or the families of the victims that have already died. I have a list of about twenty names. I know that there are at least twenty-five victims. And that’s only on CFB Namao. Captain McRae was at RMC Kingston with ease of access to the children on CFB Kingston, he was also the base chaplain at CFB Portage La Prairie, as well as CFS Holberg.

After that we have to figure out who was abused by who and who the military was aware of back in 1980. This will be the tricky part because there seems to be a vast difference between what the investigation uncovered within the scope that Colonel Munro called for versus what was discovered but which fell outside of Colonel Munro’s scope.

The DND, the CAF, and the DOJ will all try to show that the 2011 CFNIS investigation as well as the 2015 to 2018 investigations didn’t turn up any evidence of sexual assaults. But we’ve had two external reviews that have shown that the military police and the CFNIS didn’t have the experience, the training, nor the independence from the chain of command to properly conduct sexual assault investigations let alone a historical child sexual assault investigation that was originally investigated under a completely different set of rules related to the investigation and prosecution of service offences.

The DND, the CAF, and the DOJ will try to argue that the Military Police Complaints Commission validated the 2011 and the 2015 to 2018 CFNIS investigations. Again, this is not true. The MPCC by its nature is not allowed to “re-run” an investigation to determine if the CFNIS came to the proper conclusion. The MPCC has become very vocal as of late that the Provost Marshal has absolute final control over the documents that are released to the MPCC during reviews and thus the Provost Marshal can pre-determine the outcome of any review of a CFNIS investigation

The Military Police Complaints Commission is not a court, a prosecutor, or a body that decides criminal or civil liability. Its formal role under Part IV of the National Defence Act is to provide independent civilian oversight of military police by reviewing complaints about military police conduct and investigating complaints of improper interference in military police investigations. In a conduct complaint, the CFPM has primary responsibility for the initial handling of the complaint, and the MPCC generally becomes involved when a complainant is dissatisfied and requests a review. At that stage, the MPCC may review military police files, consider material from the complainant, seek additional records, interview witnesses, and issue findings and recommendations. However, its conclusions are not binding and its recommendations are not legally enforceable. The MPCC can assess whether the military police conduct, investigation, policies, and decision-making were reasonable, adequate, and consistent with law, policy, and policing standards, but it does not retry the underlying case or substitute itself for the original investigator, Crown prosecutor, or court. That distinction matters: the MPCC may test whether an investigation was properly handled and whether the conclusion was reasonably supported by the available record, but its power depends heavily on the completeness of the record placed before it and on its ability to identify gaps in what the military police system has disclosed.

The relationship between the Canadian Forces Provost Marshal and the Military Police Complaints Commission exposes a serious structural weakness in military police oversight. In practice, the MPCC is often forced to review a complaint through the documentary record the CFPM chooses to assemble, disclose, characterize, or withhold. That arrangement creates an obvious power imbalance: the institution under scrutiny controls much of the evidentiary doorway through which the oversight body must pass. The problem becomes even sharper when the complainant is a civilian. Unlike CAF members, a civilian complainant does not receive institutional legal assistance from DND or the CAF, does not have command access, does not control military police files, and may not even know what records exist until after the review is complete. The result is a review process that can appear fair on paper while operating inside an information structure tilted heavily toward the very authority being reviewed. When the CFPM controls the documents and the MPCC lacks an independent, enforceable ability to compel and test the full record at the outset, the outcome of a complaint review may depend less on the truth of what happened than on what the military police system permits the Commission to see.

Let there be light……

Back around 2019, I had a little project at work where I had to clean up non-stop communication errors between our generator control panel and two sets of remote monitoring devices..

The original communication system for the breakers in the Burrard breaker room was Modbus over RS-485 using twisted pair. The original communication system for the power monitors in the south distribution room was also Modbus over RS-485 using twisted pair.

The system had two IP-to-Modbus gateways in the generator control panel.

One gateway communicated with the breakers through about 120 metres of cable, and the other gateway communicated with the meters through about 220 metres of cable.

As I said before, both networks were throwing up non-stop errors and alarms. Mainly checksum errors, but also plenty of timed out errors and outright communication failed errors.

There are two common types of cable that can be used with an RS-485 network.

Twisted pair with shield, or twisted pair with common and shield.

Twisted pair with shield is fine for networks where all of the devices on share either the same power supply or the same common ground reference.

Twisted pair with common is used where the devices do not share the same common power supply or the same common reference to ground. This is the kind of situation you can run ito with VFDs, or devices that are located a fair distance away from the main system and only share a common bond through the safety ground.

All three locations were powered from separate power sources. Yes, all three buildings share a common bonded ground, but that bonding is for electrical safety. It is not there to provide a clean common reference for RS-485 transceivers.

The shield for the RS-485 wiring was installed properly. It was earth grounded at one end only and isolated at the other. So, there shouldn’t have been any current flow on the shield due to differences in ground potential in the two buildings.

The power meter network used cable with a common wire, but that network was having just as many problems as the breaker network that did not have the common wire.

A cable tester did not find any faults with the either cable.

So that left me with a head-scratcher.

Do I pull out all of the RS-485 cable and replace it, or do I get fancy and put the lino on fibre and never have to worry about ground loops, common references, electrical noise, or other weirdness that could pop up later?

I went with full-duplex fibre.

I had our network contractor pull 130 metres of six-strand fibre, install a fibre termination box at both ends, and dress and terminate two of the strands.

Then I installed a Moxa IP-to-Fibre media converter at each end of the fibre.

Close-up of an industrial media converter with power and connection indicators, surrounded by wired connections and components in an industrial control panel.
Full duplex with a 100 Mb / sec link
Close-up view of a control panel displaying various electrical components, including relays, controllers, and wiring in an organized layout.
Looks right at home in the generator control panel

The other end of the fibre, in the Burrard switchgear room, is where I had to get a little fancy.

I had to install an IP-to-Fibre media converter, a five port switch, and two MOXA MB 3180 IP-to-RS-485 Modbus gateways. The MOXA gateways were assigned the same IP addresses as the original gateways they replaced in the generator control panel.

The reason the two gateways work at the end of a single IP-to-Fibre connection is that the switches used inside the generator control panel are unmanaged and unrouted. When either of the two PLCs or HMIs wants to poll devices on the network, it sends the traffic for the intended IP address and only the device with the matching IP responds.

I had Gerryl whip up a box with a power supply and some terminal blocks, then mount it using Unistrut extensions. Then I jammed the networking equipment into the box.

A close-up view of an open electrical control panel featuring various components, including connectors, circuit boards, and multiple wires, all organized within a gray metal casing.
Box by Gerryl

The nice thing is that most of the devices in this box are parts I already carry in stock in the Power Engineer’s workshop. The MOXA MB3180s are gateways I have used in various other Modbus projects at work. The five-port Ethernet switches are something that I already use for other projects. And the Mean Well power supplies are also devices that I use elsewhere. The DIN rail blocks are something that I keep in stock. The only new devices that I had to order were the MOXA IP-to-fibre converters.

The breakers in this the Burrard switchgear room form one node and go into one MOXA MB3180. The power monitors in the other electrical room, located about another 100 metres away, form the other node and go into the other MOXA MB3180.

I re-used the original RS-485 wiring from the breakers the Burrard switchgear room to this box, and I reused the original RS-485 wiring from the power monitors to this box.

Sure, it probably could have looked much prettier, but I’m a Power Engineer running an occupied facility, Jim! I’m not a miracle worker.

My job was to stop the non-stop barrage of alarms that were being sent to the Shift Engineer’s pager.

The alarms stopped, and we get proper readings, so my job is done.

And in a couple of year, this will all be long gone, like it never even existed in the first place.

Uncovering Family Secrets: Insight into My Father’s Past

I recently came across an interesting item related to my father.

I have some FOIs to file, and hopefully the records do verify that this was my father and not someone else with the same name that my father went by and with an age that could easily be his.

It also occured in the same province that he lived in during the exact same time frame as the incident.

But it sure would explain a lot about my father and why he was more akin to align with the rule breakers as opposed to those too terrified to break the rules.

Court Upholds Class Action Against Canadian Government

Just got news today from my lawyer.

The Alberta Court of Appeal dismissed Canada’s appeal from the certification of my class action against the Crown.

This decision creates several practical problems for Canada.:

  1. Certification survives.
    The appeal is dismissed except for aggregate general damages, and the class action remains certified. That is the big result. The Court confirms certification of the claim as a class action.  
  2. Canada lost on the “secondary victim” framing.
    Canada tried to split victims into “direct victims” of McRae and people who were directly abused by P.S. rather than McRae himself. The Court rejected that framing, saying it wrongly assumes victims of P.S. could not also be victims of McRae.  
  3. The Court accepted multiple legal pathways.
    The Court said the pleadings can support liability for torts other than direct sexual abuse by McRae himself, including assault through threats or intimidating conduct, false imprisonment, intentional infliction of emotional distress, and possible joint tortfeasor liability where McRae facilitated abuse by others.  
  4. The direct negligence issue is legally interesting.
    This is probably Canada’s best SCC angle. The Court openly notes uncertainty about whether the federal Crown can be directly liable in negligence under s. 3 of the Crown Liability and Proceedings Act, then says it is not plain and obvious the claim cannot succeed.  
  5. Punitive damages remain alive as a common issue.
    That matters. The Court says punitive damages focus on the defendant’s conduct, not each individual class member’s damages, and finds “some basis in fact” for the claim that military officials had knowledge of abuse and failed to prevent it.  

At the end of the day I fully expect the Crown to appeal this decision to the Supreme Court of Canada.

This case is far too institutionally dangerous for the Government of Canada to let it move forward without fighting at every available stage.

The Crown will try to argue that they should not be held responsible due to language in the Crown Liability and Proceedings Act. The problem with this, though, is that the circumstances around the abuse on the base were not typical.

  • Captain McRae was a member of the Canadian Armed Forces who was recruited, vetted, hired, and trained by the Canadian Armed Forces.
  • Colonel Daniel Edward Munro was a member of the Canadian Armed Forces who was recruited, vetted, hired, and trained by the Canadian Armed Forces.
  • Colonel Daniel Edward Munro had full command over all members of the Canadian Armed Forces working and residing on Canadian Forces Base Edmonton. Captain Father Angus McRae was his direct subordinate.
  • Due to the structure of the Chain of Command pre-1998, Colonel Daniel Edward Munro had full command authority over the personnel of the base military police and the Canadian Forces Special Investigation Unit detachment at CFB Edmonton.
  • Due to Colonel Daniel Edward Munro’s position as Captain McRae’s commanding officer, Munro not only influenced the scope of the investigation brought against McRae, but also exercised command authority within the pre-1998 military justice structure, including authority affecting which service charges proceeded and which did not.
  • Captain Terry Totzke, my military social worker, was a member of the Canadian Armed Forces who was recruited, vetted, hired, and trained by the Canadian Armed Forces.
  • My father, Master Corporal Richard Wayne Gill, was a member of the Canadian Armed Forces who was recruited, vetted, hired, and trained by the Canadian Armed Forces.
  • My father, being of a junior rank, was subordinate to all of the command structure involved with the investigation of Captain McRae.
  • My father, again being of a junior rank, was not in a position to question Captain Terry Totzke’s treatment of me or his opinion of me.
  • It is unclear who decided not to call in the Royal Canadian Mounted Police to deal with the actions of the babysitter, but whoever made that decision would likely have been operating within the Canadian Armed Forces or the Department of National Defence.
  • The PMQs and all parts of the base were part of a defence establishment, and the base military police and the CFSIU were responsible for security and law enforcement on the base.
  • Civilians living on defence establishments at the time were subject to the Defence Establishment Trespass Regulations. This would include P.S. Dependants living on a defence establishment were also subject to military-controlled authority, including arrest or removal in circumstances governed by those regulations.
  • Under the Defence Establishment Trespass Regulations, the Crown, the Canadian Armed Forces, and the Department of National Defence had authority to remove a civilian suspected of committing a Criminal Code offence from the defence establishment, including the PMQs.
  • The Canadian Armed Forces had legal authority under the National Defence Act to deal with many Criminal Code offences, with the exception of murder, manslaughter, and rape, through their own “separate but parallel” justice system. Because of that authority, the Canadian Armed Forces also had an innate responsibility to ensure that victims of criminal offences committed on defence establishments were protected, especially when those offences were committed by their own members.
  • The three-year-time-bar that existed prior to 1998, along with the military’s assertion of primary jurisdiction for Criminal Code offences committed on defence establishments by members subject to the Code of Service Discipline, could interfere with a former military dependant’s ability to seek justice.
  • The summary investigation flaw that existed prior to 1998 may make it legally impossible to bring charges against a former service member who committed sexual assaults against children if that person’s commanding officer had in fact dismissed those charges prior to 1998.
  • The Canadian Armed Forces had a very parochial view of male-on-male sexual abuse and treated this abuse as “acts of homosexuality.”
  • The legal structure was one problem. The culture sitting on top of that structure was another.
  • The Canadian Armed Forces had a very derogatory opinion of homosexuals and viewed homosexuality as a mental illness, even though the civilian world had already begun moving away from these small-minded and prejudicial opinions.
  • Because of these views, there may have been a very real drive within the Canadian Armed Forces for commanding officers to minimize instances of homosexuality on their bases, and for parents of sexually abused children to minimize or downplay instances of male-on-male sexual assault, lest other members of the Canadian Armed Forces question their parenting skills or their own sexuality.

No matter how determined the Government of Canada is to compare the sexual abuse of children on Canadian Armed Forces bases to children being sexually abused in many civilian organizations, the company town that existed within the perimeter fences offered very little in the way for children to seek justice independent of the wishes of the chain of command.

There was another layer to this that ordinary civilian institutions did not have. The Canadian Armed Forces and the Department of National Defence operated inside a federal secrecy culture shaped by the former Official Secrets Act, now the Security of Information Act. Civilian organizations can hide behind bureaucracy, settlements, reputation management, and poor recordkeeping. But military institutions also had classification practices, command discipline, national-defence language, and secrecy obligations that could make historical events much harder for victims, families, journalists, and even later investigators to reconstruct.

A civilian church, school, or youth organization could try to bury a scandal. A military institution could bury a scandal inside a command structure, a security classification system, a military police file, and a culture where speaking outside the institution could be treated as disloyalty or worse.

Back in August 2011, during a telephone conversation with Master Corporal Robert Jon Hancock, P.S. stated that “anything he had been involved in as a youth had already been handled by the military.”

That statement begs an obvious question: if the military was willing to “handle things” for someone who had multiple convictions for child sexual abuse before his nineteenth birthday, why was the military not equally willing to handle things for the victims of McRae and P.S.?

Yes, I understand that P.S. was also a victim of McRae. But P.S. was not only a victim. He also inflicted sexual, mental, and physical abuse upon us. He also took us to the rectory at the chapel, where Captain Father Angus McRae was present, and where we were given wine or some other sickly-sweet drink which was no doubt to ensure that we’d never have memories of the abuse.

That is not a minor detail. If the military treated P.S.’s conduct as something that had already been “handled,” then the question becomes: handled for whom? Handled for P.S.? Handled for McRae? Handled for the chain of command? Or handled for the children who were actually harmed?

It is important to remember that this was not the RCMP, the Edmonton Police Service, or the Vancouver Police Department conducting an outside investigation into a closed military world. This was the Canadian Forces National Investigation Service — a military police organization operating inside the same institution whose historical conduct was at issue.

CFNIS investigators may perform policing functions, but they are also members of the Canadian Armed Forces. They operate within a military structure, a military culture, and a military chain of command. That matters when the investigation concerns abuse on a defence establishment, historical military police knowledge, military chaplaincy, military housing, military social work, military command decisions, and potential Crown liability.

So when P.S. stated that anything he had been involved in as a youth had already been “handled by the military,” the obvious question is not simply what he meant. The obvious question is whether CFNIS, in 2011, was truly investigating something new — or whether it was walking back into an old institutional containment system.

Historical Child Sexual Offences and Military Justice: A Critical Look

With Louise Arbour now appointed as Canada’s next Governor General, one of her most important recommendations on military sexual misconduct has returned to the centre of Canadian public life. Through Bill C-11, the Liberal government is moving to remove the Canadian Armed Forces’ authority to investigate and prosecute Criminal Code sexual offences committed in Canada, transferring that responsibility to the civilian justice system.

I am waiting to hear whether “Criminal Code sexual offences” will include historical child sexual offences that were never called sexual assault.

If you have followed my blog for any length of time you know the National Defence Act and the Criminal Code of Canada both contain language so vague that the snowbirds could fly wing-tip to wing-tip through the gaps.

This is not theoretical. On November 4, 2021, then-Minister of National Defence Anita Anand accepted Louise Arbour’s interim recommendation that sexual assaults and other Criminal Code offences of a sexual nature should be referred to civilian authorities. At the time, CFNIS had an active investigation into my complaint against retired Brigadier-General Roger Bazin. CFNIS refused to transfer the matter to civilian police on the basis that the possible 1980-era offences were not “sexual assault.” Their position was that sexual assault did not exist as a charge in 1980, while offences such as indecent assault and gross indecency did. Therefore, they treated the matter as outside Minister Anand’s transfer direction.

From 1950 until the 1985 Criminal Code transition, the National Defence Act excluded murder, manslaughter, and rape from trial by service tribunal when committed in Canada. And if you thought that “Rape” covered all sexual assaults against anyone, you’d be sadly mistaken.

Rape didn’t cover the following criminal code offences:

  • s. 146(1) Sexual Intercourse with female under 14
  • s. 146(2) Sexual Intercourse with female of previously chaste character age 14 to 16
  • s. 147 Attempted Sexual Intercourse with female under 14
  • s. 148 Sexual intercourse with “feeble-minded”
  • s. 149 Indecent Assault on female
  • s. 153 Sexual Intercourse with stepdaughter or female ward.
  • s. 155 Buggery
  • s. 156 Indecent Assault on male (often interpreted through a “homosexuality” lens by police, military, and social-work culture of the period)
  • s. 157 Gross Indecency (often interpreted through a “homosexuality” lens by police, military, and social-work culture of the period)

In the legal culture of the 1970s and early 1980s, Criminal Code ss. 155, 156, and 157 were not formally the offence of “homosexuality,” but they were commonly associated with male homosexual conduct, male sexual deviance, and “morals” policing. In institutional practice, that meant allegations involving male victims or male-male sexual conduct could be misread through a homosexuality lens rather than a child-protection or sexual-assault lens.


From 1985 until 1998, the National Defence Act excluded s. 271 sexual assault from trial by service tribunal when committed in Canada.

s. 271 Sexual Assault didn’t cover the following criminal code offences:

  • s. 151 Sexual interference under the age threshold
  • s. 152 Invitation to Sexual Touching
  • s. 153 Sexual Exploitation
  • s. 155 Incest
  • s. 160 Bestiality involving a child.
  • s. 170 Parent or Guardian procuring sexual activity
  • s. 171 Householder permitting prohibited sexual activity
  • s. 172 Corrupting children
  • s. 173(2) Exposure to person under age threshold

I asked ChatGPT what the key distinctions were between s. 271 and s. 151 – s. 173 were. This is what ChatGPT replied with.

The key distinction is this: sexual assault was the broad assault-based offence. Child-specific offences worked differently. Some required touching. Some required only invitation. Some targeted adults who procured, permitted, enabled, or exposed children to sexual activity. If the CAF only transfers files labelled “sexual assault,” then entire categories of child sexual offending can disappear into a jurisdictional crack.


Back on November 4th, 2021 then Minister of National Defence Anita Anand instructed all current sexual assault investigations and prosecutions to be handed over to the civilian justice system.

The CFNIS at the time had an active investigation into my complaint against retired Brigadier General Roger Bazin to ascertain if he was the man in the sauna that the babysitter took me to meet in order to pleasure the man in the sauna.

The CFNIS refused to hand this matter over to the civilian police citing that the offences that Bazin could potentially be charged with didn’t meet the definition of “Sexual Assault” as sexual assault didn’t exist in 1980, but that Indecent Assault and Gross Indecency were criminal code offences at the time of the alleged offence and therefore this matter was outside of Minister Anand’s instructions.

I asked ChatGPT the following question:

The Liberal Government of Canada just announced that they will formally remove ALL responsibility for investigating and prosecuting sexual assault from the Canadian Armed Forces and mandate that all sexual assault involving the Canadian Armed Forces be handled by civilian police.

As you know, the Canadian Armed Forces often investigated and prosecuted child sexual assault because rape typically wasn’t a crime that applied to children, nor did post 1983 sexual assault.

Do you believe that the Canadian Armed Forces will willingly hand over crimes involving children, especially pre-1998 crimes to the civilian system?

ChatGPT analyzed the question and came back with this response:

My honest read: not willingly, not cleanly, and not without pressure

Based on the current Bill C-11 material and the MPCC’s own concern about past transfer failures, I would not assume the CAF/CFNIS will naturally and generously hand over every file involving children — especially old, pre-1998 files — unless the statute, ministerial direction, civilian police demand, disclosure rules, and outside oversight make the transfer unavoidable.

That does not mean every individual investigator will act in bad faith. It means the institutional incentive structure still favours control. 🧱

What the new reform appears to do

Bill C-11 is aimed at removing CAF investigative and prosecutorial jurisdiction over Criminal Code sexual offences committed in Canada and giving civilian authorities exclusive jurisdiction for those offences. DND’s own Bill C-11 material says this implements part of Arbour’s recommendation that Criminal Code sexual offences should be removed from CAF jurisdiction and prosecuted exclusively in civilian criminal courts, with civilian police investigating in Canada “at the earliest opportunity.”  

DND’s Arbour-response report is even broader in wording. It says all sexual assaults and other criminal offences of a sexual nature under the Criminal Code, including historical sexual offences, alleged to have been perpetrated by a current or former CAF member, should be referred to civilian authorities. It also says civilian authorities should exercise investigative and prosecutorial jurisdiction over all sexual offences by CAF members.  

That wording matters because it does not just say “modern sexual assault under s. 271.” It says:

sexual assaults and other criminal offences of a sexual nature under the Criminal Code, including historical sexual offences

That should include child-specific sexual offences, at least in principle.

But here’s the trap: “sexual assault” is too narrow

You are right to flag the category problem.

Historically, especially before and around the 1983 reforms, many child sexual offences were not labelled “sexual assault.” They could be framed as:

EraPossible legal label
Pre-1983 / 1970 Codeindecent assault on female, indecent assault on male, buggery, gross indecency, sexual intercourse with female under 14, sexual intercourse with stepdaughter/ward, parent/guardian procuring defilement, householder permitting defilement
Post-1983 / 1985 Codesexual interference, invitation to sexual touching, sexual exploitation, incest, parent/guardian procuring sexual activity, householder permitting prohibited sexual activity, corrupting children, exposure

So if the transfer rule is interpreted as only “sexual assault”, then old child sexual abuse files can fall into a crack.

But if it is interpreted as “Criminal Code sexual offences” or “criminal offences of a sexual nature”, then the net is much wider. Bill C-11/DND materials use the wider language in key places.  

Why I would not trust voluntary handover

The MPCC has already identified the exact kind of institutional problem you are worried about.

In a 2023 public-interest-investigation decision, the MPCC described a complaint alleging that a ministerial direction to transfer sexual misconduct investigations from military police to civilian police was not implemented by the CFPM. The MPCC noted a disparity between Minister Anand’s 2021 direction, Minister Blair’s later statement that it was not intended that half of sexual assault files remain with military investigators, and the CFPM approach of involving victims in transfer decisions. The MPCC said this raised questions about civilian control of military policing.  

That is the smoke coming out of the second-storey window.

It shows the problem is not theoretical. There has already been a fight over whether the military police actually implemented the transfer direction fully.

The especially difficult category: historic pre-1998 child cases

Pre-1998 matters are the most vulnerable to institutional slipperiness because they can be argued into several boxes:

Possible CAF/CFNIS argumentWhy it matters
“This is historical and evidentiary.”Civilian police may be reluctant unless records are complete.
“This was handled under military justice at the time.”CAF may try to treat old records as military justice history, not fresh civilian criminal evidence.
“The suspect was subject to the Code of Service Discipline.”They may frame it as a service-tribunal legacy issue.
“The offence label was not sexual assault.”Child-specific or old sexual offences could be miscategorized.
“Civilian police declined / lack jurisdiction / lack records.”CAF can keep practical control if the handoff is incomplete.
“Records are archived, classified, privileged, or subject to privacy limits.”Disclosure becomes the bottleneck.

That last point is the big one. Jurisdiction on paper is one thing. Possession of records is another.

If CFNIS/DND still controls the old investigative files, notebooks, witness lists, Crown briefs, command correspondence, charge-screening records, and court martial material, then civilian jurisdiction can be starved at the source.

So would they hand over child files willingly?

My answer: only the files they are forced to define as transferable

I would expect easier handover where the case is:

  • recent,
  • clearly labelled sexual assault,
  • committed in Canada,
  • involving a CAF member,
  • already known to civilian authorities,
  • not embarrassing to historical command structures,
  • not tied to old military justice decisions.

I would expect more resistance, confusion, or narrowing where the case is:

  • pre-1998,
  • child-specific,
  • labelled under old offences,
  • tied to military dependants,
  • tied to PMQs/base institutions,
  • tied to chaplains, social workers, MPs, or command decisions,
  • connected to previous CFNIS/MPCC failures,
  • dependent on old CFSIU/CFNIS files.

That is not me being dramatic. That is how bureaucracies defend themselves: not usually by saying “no” loudly, but by defining the problem narrowly enough that the awkward parts fall outside the box.

The key phrase to watch

The reform must not be allowed to mean only:

“sexual assault.”

The phrase that matters is:

“all Criminal Code offences of a sexual nature, including historical child sexual offences, regardless of whether the historical charge label was rape, indecent assault, gross indecency, buggery, sexual interference, sexual exploitation, procuring, permitting, or another child-specific sexual offence.”

That is the language that closes the loophole.

Bottom line

Do I believe the CAF will willingly hand over historic child sexual offence files, especially pre-1998 ones?

No. Not as a matter of institutional instinct.

I believe they will hand over what the law, civilian police, courts, ministers, journalists, survivors, and oversight bodies make impossible to keep.

The reform is important. But without explicit language covering historical child sexual offences and mandatory disclosure of related military records, the CAF can still hide behind classification, offence labels, jurisdictional history, and “that was not technically sexual assault” nonsense.

That is the loophole. And that is where I would keep hammering.


Roger is dead.

Well, it looks like Roger Bazin will never have to own up to anything he may have done in the past. And sadly, that probably was not because of any great cunning or scheming on his part. Some of it likely had to do with the flaws in the pre-1998 National Defence Act. But some of it also appears to have had to do with the incompetence of the CFNIS.

Roger Bazin died on May 2nd, 2026

A portrait of Msgr. Roger Bazin, smiling, wearing glasses and a black suit jacket over a white clerical shirt, with dates of birth and death listed below.

Roger however had some skeletons from his military days. In June of 2009 the CFNIS launched an investigation into Bazin.

Newspaper article headline about a former military chief chaplain charged with sexual assault and historical details regarding the incident.
Article discussing allegations of sexual assault against retired brigadier-general Roger Bazin, a former military chaplain, highlighting the military's response and the implications for chaplain candidates.

And the complaint made against Bazin in June of 2009 wasn’t the only allegation that had ever been made against Bazin. In the early 2000’s a $24,000.00 payment was made to the family of a teen that had made allegations against Bazin.

Article discussing allegations against a military chaplain not reported to police, detailing statements from church officials and the affected family.

Remember that all of this was before the reviews of the military justice system by Madame Marie Deschamps and Madame Louise Arbour, both of whom found the military police and the CFNIS incapable of conducting proper sexual assault investigations.

I had made my own complaint against Roger Bazin in 2020.

This had to do with Roger Bazin having been dispatched from Ottawa to assist Captain Father Angus McRae with his affairs during the investigation and subsequent courts martial.

During the same period of time that Roger Bazin was on Canadian Forces Base Namao, the babysitter intercepted me in the change room at the base swimming pool and took me into the men’s sauna. Inside the sauna was an adult man I did not know. What happened there became part of the complaint I later made to CFNIS

I then performed oral on the guy until he was just about to ejaculate.

I never saw the man after that.

The CFNIS investigator who took my statement later interviewed Bazin. According to what I was told, Bazin denied being the adult man from the sauna incident. But he also apparently told the investigator that there were other matters he had been worried about being investigated for..

And no, the CFNIS made absolutely no attempt to talk to the babysitter to see if the babysitter would identify who that man was that he provided me to in 1980.

Roger Bazin died without ever having to fully answer, in public, for the allegations that followed him out of his military career and into old age. That is not proof that every allegation against him could have resulted in a conviction. But it is proof of something much uglier: when military institutions delay, deflect, minimize, or mishandle sexual abuse complaints, time becomes the accomplice. Witnesses die. Records disappear. Jurisdiction becomes a fog machine. And by the time anyone finally admits that the system failed, the person who should have had to answer the questions is already gone. Bazin did not need to defeat the system. The system appears to have defeated accountability for him.

RICHARD’S RAMPAGE

I can’t remember when exactly it occurred, but an Edmonton police officer came to grandma’s apartment during the summer of 1985.

The officer came into grandma’s apartment and talked to Scott and I by ourselves.

I can’t remember what exactly the officer was asking, but I do remember that he said that he had to see both my brother and I in person to make sure that we were okay.

Okay from what?

He wouldn’t say.

At the end of the summer Scott and I flew back to Toronto from Edmonton.

Richard picked us up from the airport.

He didn’t say a single thing. He just picked up our luggage and loaded it in the back of the Mustang and then we drove back to our PMQ on CFB Downsview.

As we were driving up Keele street and approaching the base Richard told Scott and I that when we got back home we’d have to wait in the dining room and wait for the military police to come talk to us.

When we got back on Stanley Green Park and into the PMQ we sat down at the dining room table.

The instant I sat down I noticed that something wasn’t right.

Sue’s dining room furniture was all wobbly.

This is furniture that you didn’t drag as you sat in it. And you sure as hell didn’t sit at this table unless you were eating.

Over half of Richard’s National Geographic magazines were missing.

The windows in the dining room were all new. The glazing putty was fresh and unpainted. I could see that there had been some large holes repaired in all of the dining room walls.

I snuck a quick peek into the living room.

All the windows had brand new glass.

Sue’s drapes were missing and replaced with the standard military issued roll shutters.

Sue’s stereo looked like it had been through hell and back.

Richard’s aircraft models were all missing.

Two military police officers arrived.

Both MPs came into the PMQ and instructed Richard and Sue to step outside while the MPs talked to my brother and I.

The military police asked Scott and I if the Edmonton Police Officer told us anything when he paid us a visit.

The MPs started receiving frantic calls from occupants of the other PMQs with reports of Richard throwing furniture through the windows and screaming and yelling.

The military police said that when they attended the PMQ neither Richard or Sue would explain where Scott and I were. The MPs said that they were concerned about the welfare of Scott and I as the neighbours had told the MPs about the way Richard treated Scott and I.

According to the MPs it took three military police officers to bring Richard under control on the evening of the dispute.

The amount of damage done to the PMQ was substantial.

The MPs asked Scott and I if we knew any reason for the dispute.

I don’t think Scott or I said anything to the MPs, but for Richard and Sue to snipe at each other or to slam doors and huff away from each other was nothing out of the ordinary.

The military police told us that if Richard ever lost his temper again that we should get out of the PMQ by any means possible. Even if we had to jump from the second story, just get out of the PMQ.

We should call the MP shack and have the MPs dispatched to the PMQ right away. But they cautioned us against from calling from inside our PMQ, that we should go to a neighbour’s PMQ and call the military police from there.

The MPs also cautioned us against calling the Toronto Police as this would waste time as the Toronto Police couldn’t just come on to the base without themselves going through the military police.

At the end of the meeting, the two MPs gave Scott and I each a pair of business cards with the number for the MP shack. They also made sure that we watched at they put a sticker on the kitchen telephone of CFB Downsview emergency contact phone numbers.

After the MPs left, Richard came in and told us to put our clothes away and to go outside and play.

Neither he nor Sue ever talked about this.

I found out much later in life that the military police never informed the Children’s Aid Society of Toronto about the domestic dispute. At the time the CAST had a file open on my family. My family had been assessed as a low risk case due to my father’s insistence that everything in the PMQ was okay.

I cannot prove motive from memory alone. But the practical effect was clear: the matter stayed inside the military policing system, while the civilian child-protection agency with an open file on my family was apparently left uninformed.

Life in the PMQ patches was a lot more rough and brisk than it was in civvy land.

What we accepted as normal inside the chain-link perimeter of the PMQs was not normal at all. The military police knew enough to warn two children how to escape their own home, but not enough — or not openly enough — to bring civilian child protection into the room.

Scott Found Deceased.

I had been asleep for maybe an hour on the evening of August 13th, 2024 when I received a knock at the door.

Two VPD constables were here on a “Next-of-Kin” visit at the request of a constable from the Edmonton Police Service.

One constable asked me if I had any idea as to why they were here. I said that it had to be a death in my family. I said that with my father deceased since 2017, my uncle deceased since 2010, that it had to be either my mother or my brother.

The same constable asked me what my brother’s name was and what his birthdate was. So I told him. He then said that he was sorry to inform me but my brother had been found badly decomposed in his apartment.

The constables left the contact information for the police constable in Edmonton that was looking after this case. I contacted her and she gave me information on how to contact the coroner to make arrangements for Scott’s body as the EPS hadn’t been able to find anyone else.

In talking with the caretaker it turns out that Scott had been receiving Ketamine Infusion Treatments at the University of Alberta for the major depression and anxiety that he had been suffering as a result of the events of both Canadian Forces Base Namao and growing up in Richard’s dysfunctional military household. The caretaker had mentioned that Scott had moved up from the infusion treatments at the UofA, to snorting Ketamine, to injecting Ketamine.

It wasn’t until a couple of weeks later that I remembered Scott had actually mentioned these treatments to me in some text messages.

A written message discussing personal health struggles, mention of a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, weight loss, referrals to medical professionals, and treatment options for stress and seizures.
Screenshot of a message from a user named Scott discussing connections between CDS and Ketamine, expressing uncertainty about his findings.

And this was literally the last communications that I ever had with Scott:

Screenshot of a conversation discussing legal matters regarding representation in a lawsuit.

After Richard died in 2017 I think Scott had received some inheritance from Richard’s estate. I can only assume this as I was never contacted or received anything from Richard’s estate. I can’t come up with any other answer as to how he amassed enough money to buy condominium.

According to Scott, by late 2023 he had sold the condo at a loss and was instead renting the condo as an apartment from the new owners.

I had placed his sim card into my phone as the second sim so that I could receive text messages and phone calls to his number.

Nobody called on his phone line.

The only people sending him text messages were Telus, Bell Canada, CIBC, VISA, Mastercard, Walmart, his hosting services, and his domain name providers looking to have overdue debts paid off.

I made every effort to send his creditors his “Certificate of Cremation” and a letter attesting that Scott had no will, no estate, and no way to investigate if he had assets as there was no executor appointed for his estate. And I was not going to blow $10k in court fees for the pleasure of becoming his executor.

As mentioned, Scott had become addicted to ketamine.

It appears that he started off down the road of ketamine as a result of his major depression and his severe anxiety.

I don’t think Scott put any serious thought into how the evets of Canadian Forces Base Namao had harmed him until 2020 when the Deaprtment of National Defence finally released the 1980 Court Martial transcripts along with the 1980 CFSIU investigation of Captain McRae.

When this became a media story in late 2020 Scott and I still hadn’t talked since Richard stuck his hand into Scott’s brain back in 2013 the day before I went into my federal court hearing.

But seeing the newspaper stories, and seeing that the whole affair from 1978 to 1980 was so much fucking larger than me “allowing” the babysitter to molest Scott, must have rattled Scott’s cage.

Seeing the truth come out, and not having Richard alive to put his spin all over it must have really done something to him.

The coroner would only state that Scott’s death was due to a ruputred spleen.

Since about age age 10 Scott had been suffering from Grand Mal seizures.

Then there’s the fact that there was a fresh needle found on his computer desk.

It appears that he stood up from his computer desk, stood up as if to go to the washroom or maybe the kitchen, and dropped right there.

Was he too caresless with his ketamine dosage?

Did he have a final Grand Mal Seizure.

Or did he decide that what he was going through just wasn’t worth it anymore and he decided to take that one final shot?

We’ll never know.

On October 3rd, 2013 just prior to me heading into Federal Court Scott started bombarding my Facebook pages with all sorts of allegations about what I let the babysitter do to him, or how I encouraged the babysitter to do things to him, and how I could have stopped the babysitter if I wanted to.

A quick check of Scott’s Facebook page showed that Richard had paid him a visit the night before, and this was after Scott refused to talk to Richard or Sue since 2008 when he refused to attend the funeral of the son of one of Sue’s friends that Scott used to hang around with when he was younger.

November 29th, 2013 is the last time I had any communications with Scott until late 2020 when the DND finally released the court martial transcripts and the 1980 CFSIU investigation paperwork.

These are the last communications that I ever had with Scott.

So yeah, to me it looks like Scott crashed into a wall.

Depression, anxiety, trauma from sexual abuse, trauma from living in a dysfunctional military family, suffering sexual abuse at the hands of members of the Canadian Armed Forces such as Captain Angus McRae and his agent, being lied to by the Canadian Armed Forces and members of the Canadian Armed Forces like our father Warrant Officer Richard Wayne Gill. Having your welbeing interferred with by other members of the Canadian Armed Forces like Captain Terry Totzke.

This was a lot for anyone to handle.

Exploring Reykjavik: A Unique Iceland Experience

I was in Iceland from June 19th, 2023 until June 30th.

This was supposed to have been a bucket list thing, but unfortunately the federal government delayed Medical Assistance in Dying until March 17th, 2024.

When I landed at KEF this was the first time I had ever walked across the tarmac to catch a shuttle bus to get to the terminal. Turns out that because Reykjavik is a mid-flight stop for lots of flights going on to the UK or Europe it’s faster and easier to bring the planes close to the terminal on the apron, but not to pull up to a gate. That way once we’re on the shuttle bus and our luggage is off loaded, the plane can just power up and taxi out and take off right away.

Customs was fun going through. I don’t think the Icelandic customs agent has seen too many people with full facial tattoos.

Reykjavik is a nice walkable city.

Lots of things to just wander around aimlessly and look at.

A rusted car engine compartment with a small flower arrangement growing where the engine should be, highlighting the contrast between nature and decay.
2023 Trip to Iceland

I don’t know what the story was with this burnt out VW Van, but someone prettied it up with a flower pot of flowers.

A vibrant sunset over a landscape with a highway in the foreground, streetlights, and houses silhouetted against the colorful sky.
2023 Trip to Iceland

This was as dark as it gets in Iceland around the summer solstice.

Iceland is funny in the sense that you can wake up, look out the window, see a clear sky, and five minutes later there’s a downpour, and five minutes after that it’s windy, and then it’s back to sun.

A tattooed individual wearing a black hat stands near a rocky shoreline, with modern buildings and mountains visible in the background during sunset.
2023 Trip to Iceland

This picture was taken at about 01:00.

Taxes are high, but the streets are very clean as compared to anywhere in Canada. And they don’t have anywhere near the homeless problem that Canada has. It’s not that they don’t have unemployed or mentally ill, it’s that they take care of them. And yes, they have a drug problem like everywhere else, but their problem isn’t on public display.

When you have a healthy tax base you have healthy social programs. Low income housing is all over the place, but it’s well looked after. There are treatment facilities and housing for drug users. And for a small city like Reykjavik, they have a very decent public transit system.

Their bicycle path network and their walking paths are well done.

Expenses weren’t that horrendous. The Canadian penny is almost at par with the Icelandic Krona. That may sound odd, but 100 Krona equals 1 dollar Canadian. 1000 Krona equals 10 dollars Canadian.
A large pizza listed at 1875 Krona is literally only $18.75 CDN.

Heating is interesting.

Almost every house and business in Reykjavik is heated by a closed loop water system that is heated by the heat energy provided by the close proximity to the magma under Iceland. The water isn’t heated directly by the magma. The natural hot springs are. Massive heat exchangers take energy from the hot springs and transfer it to the water in the heating water loop. This loop is circulated all of the city.

Now, the truth.

Was this some spiritual trip that awakened something inside of me?

Nope.

It was nice going to Iceland and being left alone.

Understanding Medical Assistance in Dying: Myths vs. Reality

A nude woman sitting on the edge of a well, looking surprised or alarmed, surrounded by lush green foliage and stone walls.
La Vérité sortant du puits armée de son martinet pour châtier l’humanité(English: Truth coming from the well armed with her whip to chastise humanity) is an 1896 painting by the French artist Jean-Léon Gérôme.

The lies and misinformation surrounding Medical Assistance in Dying are quite stunning. And these lies prove one of the most significant downsides of the Internet is that lies, bullshit, and paranoia circulate much faster than the truth.

A group of five animated characters passionately shouting in protest, holding signs with phrases like 'Do your research!', 'Sheeple!', and 'Chemtrails!!'. They appear expressive and animated, standing against a bright blue sky with contrails visible.

And when the truth doesn’t suit their narratives, they just scream “Do Your Research”. And when someone does their research their response is often “Sheep! Do you believe everything they tell you?!?!?”

The most recent bullshit flying around the interwebs is that M.A.i.D. is the number #1 cause of death in Canada.

Here, from Stats Canada, are the leading causes of death from 2016 until 2023.

What must be remembered is that Medical Assistance in Dying is NOT the cause of death. It’s the mechanism. The cause of death is always the underlying disease.

From 2016 to 2023 there were about 663,600 deaths due to Cancer in Canada.

~65 – 70% of M.A.i.D. procedures are cancer-related

-but-

Only ~4 – 5% percent of terminal cancer patients seek M.A.i.D.

Stage 3 or Stage 4 cancer is not something that I would wish upon my worst enemy. And it should come as no surprise that the majority of M.A.i.D. procedures currently being performed are for patients with Stage 3 or Stage 4 cancer.

Why “Do Your Research” Isn’t About Research

It’s tempting to dismiss anti-intellectual movements as simple ignorance. That’s comforting—but it’s wrong.

What we’re seeing is a convergence of forces.

For many, these beliefs are tied to identity. Changing their mind isn’t just updating a fact—it’s risking their place in a community. Facts become secondary to belonging. Certainty becomes more valuable than accuracy.

Layered on top of that is a very human need for control. The modern world is complex, uncertain, and often frightening. Conspiracy thinking offers something simple: clear answers, clear villains, and the illusion of understanding. It trades nuance for emotional stability.

There’s also a deep and, at times, justified mistrust of institutions. Governments have lied. Corporations have failed. That history becomes a lens through which everything is viewed—even when the conclusion no longer fits the evidence.

But it doesn’t stop there.

Social media amplifies the loudest, most extreme voices. Echo chambers reinforce beliefs until they feel self-evident. And within that environment, a smaller but significant group of actors—grifters, influencers, opportunists—learn that outrage is profitable. Confusion becomes currency.

Not everyone shouting “Do your research” is acting in bad faith. Most are trying to make sense of a complicated world using the wrong tools.

But some are.

And the result is what we see now: a system where noise is rewarded, doubt is weaponized, and the appearance of confidence is mistaken for truth.

The Fear of Death.

One of the most powerful drivers of opposition to M.A.i.D. is fear—specifically, the fear of death and the belief that death represents failure.

For many people, death isn’t seen as a natural conclusion to life, but as something to be resisted at all costs. That perspective is often reinforced by deeply held beliefs about what comes after death, whether that’s an afterlife, reincarnation, or some form of continued existence.

Those beliefs can provide comfort, and for many, they do. But they are still beliefs—personal frameworks used to make sense of something fundamentally unknown.

When those beliefs become the basis for decisions about how others should live—or die—the conversation shifts. It moves away from the lived reality of the person who is suffering and toward a set of assumptions that cannot be proven or shared by everyone.

What we do know is this: when the brain ceases to function, the person as we understand them—their thoughts, memories, and consciousness—is gone.

And for some, facing that reality leads not to fear, but to a desire for control over how their life ends, especially in the presence of severe and irreversible suffering.

When the Debate Isn’t Just Ours

Canada’s conversation around Medical Assistance in Dying (M.A.i.D.) is often framed as a purely domestic issue—one rooted in Canadian law, Canadian values, and Canadian lived experience.

But that framing is becoming harder to maintain.

In recent years, there has been growing concern about the role of foreign influence in shaping public policy debates, particularly where those debates intersect with deeply held moral or religious beliefs. The M.A.i.D. conversation is no exception.

South of the border, the United States has seen a resurgence of politically active evangelical movements, many of which are closely tied to broader currents of Christian nationalism. These movements are not confined by geography. They are well-funded, highly organized, and increasingly international in scope.

That matters, because advocacy does not stop at the border.

Ideas, messaging strategies, and—critically—funding can and do move across jurisdictions. Organizations that oppose assisted dying on religious or ideological grounds often operate within networks that extend beyond Canada, drawing on shared resources, coordinated campaigns, and in some cases, financial support originating outside the country.

This does not mean that all opposition to M.A.i.D. in Canada is foreign-driven. It isn’t. Many Canadians oppose M.A.i.D. for their own reasons, and those views deserve to be part of the conversation.

But it does raise an important question:

To what extent is a Canadian policy debate being shaped by external actors with different legal frameworks, cultural contexts, and political objectives?

The concern is not belief. People are entitled to their beliefs, whether they are rooted in religion, philosophy, or personal experience.

The concern is influence.

When well-funded networks with explicit ideological goals engage in cross-border advocacy, the line between domestic discourse and imported agenda begins to blur. Messaging that originates in one country—where legal and social conditions are different—can be transplanted into another, often without that context being made clear.

In the case of M.A.i.D., that matters because the stakes are deeply personal. This is not an abstract policy question. It is about how Canadians choose to navigate suffering, autonomy, and the end of life within their own legal and healthcare systems.

If that conversation is being shaped—directly or indirectly—by movements that do not operate within those same systems, then transparency becomes essential.

Canadians should be able to understand not only the arguments being made, but where those arguments are coming from, who is funding them, and what broader objectives they may serve.