The problem is the military police, the Canadian Forces Special Investigations Unit, and numerous other “adults” such as Canadian Armed Forces officer Captain Terry Totzke were well aware of the abuse.
I started out life as a military dependant. Got to see the country from one side to the other, at a cost.
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The “why didn’t you tell anyone” question is always the richest of the lot. I did. My mother. And her question was are you sure? No mother it might have been a leprechaun showing me gold instead of the troll fumbling at my bum, porn and pink chenille everywhere. I was 13 so well able to handle myself, but that home was a daycare and I wasn’t letting that happen one more day. Anyway, she then said “did he put anything up inside you”.
Are you fkn stupid mother? I would have said if I was raped. She then (and I am understanding the cops wouldn’t have come then and nothing would be done) said nothing happened to you, you imagined something, we’re done. I cried rage tears and then she tried to baby me, there there, it’s not that bad (no that bad was one month earlier when my best friend same age tied me down and raped me with vaporub) you’re ok you’re ok (MOM YOU DUMB CUNT NOT ME, THE LITTLE ONES). Anyway I fixed the problem by explaining to him on the phone that his and his sister’s daycare was over and I had called the families left and arranged for you to pay out the months left and one month back. Just cause. If you don’t follow through, I will be there to sort you out and your sister too. “I’m speaking to your mother”. She already knows what happened and she doesn’t care. At all.
After that, I decided that I would handle my own experiences. I’m sorry no one was there to help you. I was beating myself up from 11 onwards cause I wasn’t taking down all the perverts which I thought was my job. Well, I could see them plain as day but no one else could. My first good therapist suggested I give myself a break. She was right.
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The “why didn’t you tell anyone” question is always the richest of the lot. I did. My mother. And her question was are you sure? No mother it might have been a leprechaun showing me gold instead of the troll fumbling at my bum, porn and pink chenille everywhere. I was 13 so well able to handle myself, but that home was a daycare and I wasn’t letting that happen one more day. Anyway, she then said “did he put anything up inside you”.
Are you fkn stupid mother? I would have said if I was raped. She then (and I am understanding the cops wouldn’t have come then and nothing would be done) said nothing happened to you, you imagined something, we’re done. I cried rage tears and then she tried to baby me, there there, it’s not that bad (no that bad was one month earlier when my best friend same age tied me down and raped me with vaporub) you’re ok you’re ok (MOM YOU DUMB CUNT NOT ME, THE LITTLE ONES). Anyway I fixed the problem by explaining to him on the phone that his and his sister’s daycare was over and I had called the families left and arranged for you to pay out the months left and one month back. Just cause. If you don’t follow through, I will be there to sort you out and your sister too. “I’m speaking to your mother”. She already knows what happened and she doesn’t care. At all.
After that, I decided that I would handle my own experiences. I’m sorry no one was there to help you. I was beating myself up from 11 onwards cause I wasn’t taking down all the perverts which I thought was my job. Well, I could see them plain as day but no one else could. My first good therapist suggested I give myself a break. She was right.
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