Category: PODCASTS

I counted my dresses

So, last weekend I was arranging my wardrobe, and I decided for giggles to count the different articles of clothing I have.

I knew I had a lot of dresses, I just didn’t realize that I had as many as I do. I can only wonder if my stepmother would be proud of me………

These are the two dresses that I have on order from Denmark.

Anyways, here’s the latest podcast.

Enjoy!

Tuesday September 5th, 2023

Here I talk a little bit about my feelings related to being betrayed by the Canadian Armed Forces.

Never forget, it wasn’t that the CFNIS in 2011 were a bunch of illiterate clodhoppers who couldn’t investigate their way out of an open field on a sunny afternoon.

They were as they always have been. Soldiers fulfilling the duties of police officers. Soldiers first, police officers 2nd. Soldiers bound by the National Defence Act to follow the “lawful” commands of their superiors. It says lawful and not legal for a reason.

Master Corporal Robert Jon Hancock;
Master Corporal Christian Cyr;
Warrant Officer Blair Hart;
Master Warrant Officer Terry Eisenmenger.
Lt. Col. Gilles Sansterre.

They could have brought justice to me and the other children from Canadian Forces Base Namao, but instead they decided that it was far better to play the faithful soldier and to obey their respective chain of command.

The CFNIS had the CFSIU investigation paperwork.

The CFNIS had the court martial transcripts.

The provost marshal withheld the CFSIU paperwork and the Court Martial transcripts from the MPCC in 2012.

There was never going to be any justice for me.

This was all a game of lies, deceit, and gaslighting to keep the events of 1980 under wraps and to keep the fact that victims of military child sexual whom were sexually abused by persons subject to the Code of Service Discipline on Canadian Forces Bases prior to 1998 can never legally receive justice due to various flaws in the pre-1998 National Defence Act.

Official Secrets Act

Okay, so here’s a second post for today………

Actually fine, I started on it yesterday, but I’m publishing it in the wee hours of tomorrow.

The official secrets act is a hideous piece of garbage that can be used to keep people silenced so as to avoid causing the government problems and embarrassment.

A lawyer and a Minister

Yesterday I read a tweet from a lawyer that I follow on Twitter.

He was giving praise to Anita Anand, the former minister of National Defence.

I just wonder what this lawyer would have to say about Anita if he knew that she turned a blind eye to the subject of military child sexual abuse.

Monday August 21st 2023

Well, the clock is ticking.

It’s 6 months and 24 days before I learn what the future holds for the possibility of my fate.

Am I able to humanely end my suffering?

Or due to a cruel twist of fate will I be sentenced to endure mental suffering for the rest of my days?

I’ve got my fingers crossed, but at the same time I’m not going to get my hopes up too high knowing first hand how quickly the government back-tracked in March of this year and chickened out and backed down in the face of right-wing-christofascist who launched a well orchestrated Astroturf campaign using disabled people as disposable props in their theatre of compassion.

I know that the DOJ, the DND, and the CAF are following my blogs. The lawyers for the DOJ said as much during one of our initial meetings two years ago.

Do I care?

Nope.

Sure, the DOJ, the DND, and the CAF may be using my desire for death and the potential for MAiD for SUMC of Mental Illness being allowed in March of 2024 as a reason to delay this matter. But I don’t care.

The lawyers have more than enough information to keep this matter going after my death.

The DOJ, the DND, and the CAF may outlast me, but they won’t outlast all of the victims of Captain McRae or the other catholic clergy that served on various chapels on the bases across Canada.

Anyways, here’s this week’s podcast.

I really wish I could keep up with these, but the depression kills. It stops me dead in my tracks.