Spent another day in bed power sleeping…… And tomorrow is looking much the same.
Sometimes the benefits of being an isolated loner are overlooked, such as being able to sleep uninterrupted for over 24 hours.
When I was a teen, when the depression was fresh and new, I used to be able to sleep for days on end.
Not having any reason to wake up helps a lot. And avoiding the pain and disappointment of the real world makes staying asleep in dreamland much preferable to the real world.
And shit’s getting real at work.
The new site is supposed to be in full operation by February 2027, so the new site is supposed to be handed over to my employer by June of 2026 which means that all sorts of new staff are showing up at my site.
It’s also officially noted that I will not be going to the new site. Which is a relief. I wasn’t too sure if mgmt. was truly understanding of my wishes. It looks like they are. I would have been extremely pissed off if mgmt. had tried to shoehorn me into the new site.
But Bobbie, didn’t you consult on the new site?
Sure did.
Doesn’t matter though, lots of people consulted during the months of planning meeting.
Big whoop.
Nope, my plans so far are to stay at the old site, which will somewhat be in operation until 2029-2030.
I’ll know for sure what my long term plans will be in March of 2027.
At this point I still don’t foresee wrapping up the Captain Father Angus McRae matter anytime soon. So I’m pretty well accepting that I will die before any resolution to this matter.
It sucks that I won’t get any type of acknowledgment for what I endured on Canadian Forces Base Namao or what I endured at the hands of Military Social Worker Captain Terry Totzke, but sometimes these fights aren’t worth it.
If I am approved for M.A.i.D. in 2027, then I will probably undergo the procedure in 2028.
If I’m not approved, then I’ll have to look into alternative methods.
In the meantime I still have enough shit to keep myself entertained at the old site.
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