Truth and Insubordination.

I don’t think that we’ll ever know how the CFNIS in March of 2011 knew to obtain CFSIU DS 120-10-80 and the Court Martial transcripts for CM62 from the JAG archives.

The Security of Information Act pretty well ensures that the truth about anything that ever happened on a defence establishment will be forever buried in the past.

Master Warrant Officer Terry Eisenmenger, Warrant Officer Blair Hart, Master Corporal Robert Jon Hancock, and Master Corporal Christian Cyr weren’t more than a twinkle in their father’s eye at the time of the events on CFB Namao.

So how the fuck would they know about the existence of the paperwork?

It’s probably something automated in their incident reporting and recording software called SAMPIS. Enter the babysitter’s name or enter Captain McRae’s name and a warning will pop up instructing the person to contact someone up the chain of command for further instructions.

Was it the Provost Marshal in 2012 that made the decision to withhold the existence of CFSIU DS 120-10-80 from the Military Police Complaints Commission? Or was it someone superior to the Provost Marshal, like the Vice Chief of Defence Staff? The VCDS has the authority under the National Defence Act to direct any CFNIS investigation and also has the authority to direct the actions of the Provost Marshal.

The Vice Chief of Defence Staff takes their orders from the Chief of Defence Staff, and the CDS acts upon instructions from the Minister of National Defence.

You have to admit that the MoD, the CDS, the VCDS all have very strong political and parochial motives for wanting to keep the Captain Father Angus McRae matter dead and buried in the past.

Sure, lawsuits are one thing.

But lawsuit settlements don’t come out of the DND or the CAF budgets. It’s the Canadian taxpayer that pays for these, so really the DND and the CAF don’t give two shits about lawsuits. it’s not their fucking money to worry about.

Allowing the Canadian public to discover that the Canadian Armed Forces willingly sacrificed the mental health and wellbeing of sexually abused children by not only denying them justice, but also blaming them for their own misfortune, and then giving them “conversion therapy” would be too damaging to the image and prestige of the Canadian Armed Forces for the chain of command to allow for this to happen.

And the fact that the CFNIS were able to pull this off so flawlessly in my matter indicates to me that this isn’t the first time they’ve done this.

I know of one person who committed suicide and whose family blames the events on CFB Namao and the way the military handled it for this person’s suicide.

I know of at least one person who attempted suicide due to the events of CFB Namao.

I’m intending to undergo M.A.i.D. in order to get away from the events of CFB Namao and my conversion therapy and my subsequent dealings with the Canadian Armed Forces.

How many other kids or adults committed suicide as the result of their sexual abuse on Canadian Forces Bases?

No one knows.

And no one cares.

Steven Truscott, a former military dependent from RCAF Station Centralia nearly died due to the actions of RCAF Sgt. Alexander Kalichuk. Even though Kalichuk was never directly implicated in the sexual intercourse with and the subsequent murder of Lynn Harper, Kalichuk is actually the sole suspect in the abduction, sexual intercourse, and murder of another child.

Donald Joseph Sullivan joined the Canadian Armed Forces in the late ’70s to early ’80s after the Ottawa Police Service started to investigate him for molesting numerous boys when Sullivan was a boy scout leader.

In 1984 Sullivan was arrested and given a military courts martial for molesting a group of boys on CFB Gagetown in New Brunswick.

Remeber, Sullivan JOINED the Canadian Forces even though the Ottawa police Service had an active investigation going against him. So there obviously was nothing in the way of a meaningful criminal record check for persons enlisting into the Canadian Armed Forces.

Captain Angus McRae was investigated in 1974 for committing “acts of homosexuality” at CFB Kingston in Ontario. Captain McRae was investigated in May of 1980 for committing “acts of homosexuality” with young boys on CFB Namao. Is “acts of homosexuality” Canadian Forces speak for sexually abusing young male children? Does this mean that McRae was known by the Canadian Forces to have molested children on CFB Kingston? Was Captain McRae allowed to remain in the Canadian Forces becuase his commanding officer, during the summary review of the charges, dismissed the charges brought against Captain McRae? After all, when McRae was charged in 1980, McRae first underwent an Ecclesiastical trial with the Archdiocese of Edmonton in which he confessed to having had sexual relations with boys for years.

How many kiddie diddler priests did the Canadian Armed Forces move around from base to base thereby allowing these kiddie diddlers to molest an untold number of children across the country.

How many teenage pedophiles like P.S. did the Canadian Forces move around from base to base in Canada? P.S. was involved in the molestation of over 25 children on CFB Namao from 1978 until 1980. His family was moved to CFB Petawawa in Ontario in the summer of 1980. P.S. was charged and convicted with molesting an 8 year old boy in a town just north of the base in 1982. In 1984 P.S. was charged and convicted with molesting an 8 year old in Manitoba on an unnamed Canadian Forces Base there. And in 1985, after his father was posted back to Canadian Forces Base Namo, P.S. was charged and convicted with molesting a 9 year old boy on Canadian Forces Base Namao and a 13 year old boy in the city of Edmonton. After P.S. was charged with molesting the 9 year old on CFB Namao, the Canadian Armed Forces gave the babysitter’s father Jack an ultimatum, have P.S. move out of the military housing immediately or the Canadian Forces would kick the entire family out of the military housing.

How many other men like Donald Jospeh Sullivan did the Canadian Armed Forces allow to enlist even though they were known pedophiles? How many military children was Sullivan allowed to prey upon. And don’t forget, all of the boys that Sullivan was charged with molesting were over the magical age of 14. How many kids under the age of 14 did Sullivan molest on CFB Gagetown that he was never charged with so that the Canadian Forces could keep jurisdiction of the matter?

How many men like Sgt Alexander Kalichuk did the Royal Canadian Navy, the Royal Canadian Army, and the Royal Canadian Air Force, and the Canadian Armed Forces have in their employ that murdered military children, or children in towns adjacent to bases that have never been charged due to screwups with the military justice system.

There are a lot of persons within the Department of National Defence, the Canadian Armed Forces, and the Department of Justice who have the power to keep these secrets buried in the past.

I’ve come to realize that I was marked as disposable collateral by the Canadian Armed Forces in May of 1980.

I’ve also come to realize that the Canadian Armed Forces have absolutely no interest in truth, honour, or integrity.

The Canadian Armed Forces and the Department of National Defence are all about lies, subterfuge, coverups, and maintaining their prestiege no matter the cost.

I have absolutely no interest in carrying on knowing full well that the DND and the CAF are so free of ethics ond morals that they don’t care how their decisions both past and present have fucked up and destroyed lives and families.

I just want out.

In the absolute least there is no help for what ails me so long as there is no acknowledgement as to what occured on CFB Namao with the babysitter and Captain McRae, nor is there any help for me so long as there is no acknowledgement for what Captain Terry Totzke subjected me to.

What ever paltry pittance the Department of Justice will offer me and the rest of the victims from CFB Namao will obviously be without any strings and without any ackowledgement and without any apology.

This is why I look forward to my death.

This life of mine has been rendered meaningless by the lies of the Canadian Armed Forces both back in 1980 and in the current day.

I was denied so many opportunities in life by the decisions of the chain of command in 1980 and by the conversion therapy from Captain Totzke, and by the interference from Captin Totzke with Alberta Social Services.

Being denied treatment for my mental health issues in 1980 by Captain Terry Totzke has had very horrific impacts on all aspects of my life.

Anyways, enough for now.

We’ll talk again soon.

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Author: bobbiebees

I started out life as a military dependant. Got to see the country from one side to the other, at a cost. Tattoos and peircings are a hobby of mine. I'm a 4th Class Power Engineer. And I love filing ATIP requests with the Federal Government.

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