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Monday August 21st 2023

Well, the clock is ticking.

It’s 6 months and 24 days before I learn what the future holds for the possibility of my fate.

Am I able to humanely end my suffering?

Or due to a cruel twist of fate will I be sentenced to endure mental suffering for the rest of my days?

I’ve got my fingers crossed, but at the same time I’m not going to get my hopes up too high knowing first hand how quickly the government back-tracked in March of this year and chickened out and backed down in the face of right-wing-christofascist who launched a well orchestrated Astroturf campaign using disabled people as disposable props in their theatre of compassion.

I know that the DOJ, the DND, and the CAF are following my blogs. The lawyers for the DOJ said as much during one of our initial meetings two years ago.

Do I care?

Nope.

Sure, the DOJ, the DND, and the CAF may be using my desire for death and the potential for MAiD for SUMC of Mental Illness being allowed in March of 2024 as a reason to delay this matter. But I don’t care.

The lawyers have more than enough information to keep this matter going after my death.

The DOJ, the DND, and the CAF may outlast me, but they won’t outlast all of the victims of Captain McRae or the other catholic clergy that served on various chapels on the bases across Canada.

Anyways, here’s this week’s podcast.

I really wish I could keep up with these, but the depression kills. It stops me dead in my tracks.

Monday August 7th, 2023

Another podcast.

I never thought that audio podcasting would work, but I find it pretty simple to do now that I know how to use GarageBand for audio editing.

It’s so easy to go though and remove irrelevant filler, and those ever annoying “umms”, “ahhs” , clicks, pops, and most breathing sounds.

My microphone’s built in “noise gate” cuts out a lot of the “downtown life”.

And when emergency vehicles go racing by, just sit tight and then cut that part or the audio out.

I just wish that I had more to talk about than my death, but that’s the way it goes.

Anyways, here is my post that was supposed to have gone up yesterday.

M.A.i.D. goes mainstream

Today a co-worker asked a senior manager for some time off due to a friend of theirs choosing to undergo M.A.i.D. in the next little while.

What struck me about this was how nonchalant the co-worker and the manager was.

It was almost as if they were discussing someone having a mole removed.

I’m really hopeful that this is an indicator of how accepting the public really are towards M.A.i.D.. And that when I make my application next year, that everyone treats it as a simple medical decision.

Monday July 24 2023

I think there are two main reasons as to why the CFNIS refused to bring any type of charge against the babysitter in 2011.

The Summary Investigation Flaw, and the Three Year Time Bar.

Both of these flaws were removed from the National Defence Act in 1998 with the passing of Bill C-25.

These two flaws would have conspired to prevent the CFNIS from laying charges against Captain McRae.

However, the babysitter wouldn’t have enjoyed the protection of the National Defence act and he could be charged for his crimes.

And this would have been a public relations nightmare for the Canadian Forces. Imagine not being able to charge the man that was ultimately responsible for destroying so many young lives on so many bases, where as his teenaged accomplice could be charged.

Saturday July 22 2023

In this Podcast I talk a little bit about the CFNIS investigation back in 2011 and how the 1980 CFSUI investigation paperwork and the 1980 Court Martial transcripts show that the entire March to October 2011 CFNIS investigation and the July 2015 to July 2018 CFNIS investigations were nothing more than works of fiction that were designed to never bring charges against the babysitter from Canadian Forces Base Namao.

And no, the CFNIS didn’t do this to protect the babysitter.

The CFNIS did this to protect the Canadian Armed Forces.

And the sad thing is that the CFNIS would have gotten away with this had Master Corporal Christian Cyr not shared with me on May 3rd, 2011 information that could have only come from the 1980 CFSIU investigation paperwork and the 1980 Courts Martial transcripts.

If Mcpl Cyr had kept his knowledge of this paperwork to himself, I never would have discovered the whole sordid truth.

So, in a way I guess I owe Mcpl Cyr a debt of gratitude for pulling the curtains back and exposing the truth about 1980 and about how the Canadian Armed Forces willing threw a bunch of children under the bus to save their public image.